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i found this photo on friday when i got home and i could completely relate with it. when i sat on the train it was noisy for some time, until after few stops only me and bunch of other students were left, coming from a bit far distant “places”. it still is like when i was returning home in highschool every weekend and everyone was tired so we all just either stared through the window, read a book or slept. and it still seems such a great feeling, so different from the lively and busy city, where you sometimes just want to shut everything off. so at ease …
You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in isn’t really your home anymore? All of a sudden even though you have some place where you put your shit, that idea of home is gone. /…/ Maybe that’s all family really is. A group of people that miss the same imaginary place. (from movie garden state)
it’s probably true. hopefully i find my shelter before the feeling of belonging is gone.
















